Text 15 Jun Lost.

I have been feeling really anxious lately. I just feel completely lost after having been in school for the last 20 years. Having to make adult decisions is terrifying to me. I keep being presented with amazing opportunities, but in a panic have been turning a lot of them down because I am searching for some sort of security…I don’t even know if it’s financial, or just environmental/social.

Right now, I am in Grand Rapids, Michigan working on several shorts, until the end of July/beginning of August. But in this time I need to figure out my life.

Does anyone really know what they are doing with their lives?

I hate existential crises.

Should I move back to SF, go to Chicago, go to LA, move to New York?


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